How do you feel when..

The whole world's pressure lies on your brittle shoulders when there's no support, no help given.
..it sucked

Problems Problems and more Problems but whose gonna share the load? no one.... when i ask them for solutions, they counter ask me for solutions. It's difficult to live among selfish bastards who care only for themselves. So what if they grow damn rich, damn powerful at the expense of other people's sacrifices? They'll just lose friends, lose trust. Fuck~

Subscribed to SCV... just for the world cup... enjoyin' it for now...

It's amazing... how i can waste 8 hrs a day, doing nothing at work. Here's what i've been doing for the past month.

715am - alarm rings
725am - finally drag myself away from bed
740am - breakfast and prepare to go to work
8am - bus 966 comes
8am to 845am - stucked between BKE and PIE.
9am - finally reach office, wait for fax
930am - time for 5 min coffee break
935am to noon - wait for fax, wait for lunch, try to kill time in the process
1pm to 2 pm - lunch
2pm onwards - wait for fax, kill time
4pm - countdown to 6pm, wait to go home.
6pm - get the fuck out of that crazy borin' workplace.

Yes.. this is what I've been doing for the past month. Waste time... man... Work is slack, but it's boring, i dun learn anything.. i felt i've become stupid. I can spend 3 stupid hours playing pinball and solitaire... I'm going crazy. Life has suddenly become really slow and I need time adapting to it. It's only been a month and i'm becoming crazy.

I need something that's challenging, that's needs me to think, meetup with people. My current job is crap. Really.. crap...

But again, one has to look at the brighter side of life. I'm enjoying a high paying jobless job. :)

American Idol finals tomorrow, Catherine will win~

McPheever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But Taylor u are really good too... but well there can be only 1 winner.

World cup season is here soon... I've got 3 choices to catch the matches:

1. Watch Channel 5 and wait for the few games they are airing..
2. Subscribe my own SCV real soon...
3. Rent a space in Sam's house for a month and catch the season there...

Hmm... choice 3 sounds really nice, but it's gonna make me miss home througout the month of Aug.

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It seems that everybody is busy with their own stuff, no one really bothers about anything except their own stuff rite now.. rite??

woke up @ 615am today. went over RSS to deliver some t-shirts. When i stepped into RSS, i felt i've achieved something great. When most of the t-shirts among the school are made by me, and when they are wearing your products - in front of you, that feeling is sHHHiiIIiiOOookkk!!!!!!!!!!!!! wOOOoooot! Amazing.

There are many classes that did not print from me, but from what i can see. My quality of printing and quality of t-shirts are much better than what most companies offer, so i guess wookie's goin the right path.

Although RSS have been troublesome and tired of us, i feel that there will be many that will continue to print from us in the near future! lemme now go catch some sleep~

I think i need a break... getting real stressed up with my small company. Handled this rss deal, fucked me up man, deadlines to beat, fussy customers and everything, goodness! Fucked up suppliers OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! hope everything goes well tomorrow for me. My supplier promised to produce the goods out by tomorrow and if he fails to do so, that will be the end of me.

Back to work, work place sucked even more man. From onsite engineer to freakin' office boy, today my task is to wrap all the presents for the coming lucky draw event. WTF!!!! CHAO JIBAI!!!

Retail therapy dun really work on me.. I tink it's time i get myself a drum set. To thrash out all my anger and stress on it.......

Started work in a new account. Nature of job: Office boy... take fax, reply email, coordinate with whoever that's reposible for whatever shit. Colleagues are good, team leader's good, pay same. Stress Free.... Well... I'll stay on. for now.

Bought a new IPOD Video, new Sumsung 19" LCD monitor, new Nokia 6030 phone for my m'sian line! Felt really good!

Tomorrow reporting to a new work place, i gotta remind myself not to talk nonsense. History must not repeat itself.

Got my NTU rejection letter, now SMU please enrol me in!