my sister came to my room. "I juz used ur phone to call out, but ok rite?? u got free outgoing"///////////

Well, my passport's due for renewal and it'll take 15-20 working days to get it over and done with. This means that i'll be stucked in this little red dot for close to a month. Need to find replacements for my food and foot reflexolgy, damn// I'm gonna miss M'sia.

Today a HR guy from a company called me offering me a position back to sia.... thinking it thru. if the pay is high and terms are good i'll take up the offer. Considering what i have now...

1. My current company sucked to the core...
2. 1 month completion bonus if i hang on my current company till Aug 15
3. Uni entrance

Man... Dilemma.

Here's the actual story. During lunch one fine day, motherfucker A told me tat i'll be posted to work in the tuas branch. Being who i am, i told him that if any one day where i've been posted to tuas, i'll quit my job. well i like to talk without thinking, well motherfucker A went to tell motherfucker B about it and they went to tell the manager about it. FUCK! den i'm out of the project. The end.

Lessons learnt:
1. Never talk too much crap, even when u are joking.
2. It's reality, face it.. There are people like motherfucker A and motherfucker B everywhere.. so beware
3. It's time to suck everything up and look forward, rather than brood over what already has happened.

Fuck up. I'll remember ur fuck up face and i knoe what ur fuck up future's gonna be. don't let me see ur fuck up face anywhere.!!!!!!!!!!

Juz need some moments to calm down.........................................................

Mood: fucked up, sad, disappointed.

One of the lowest point of my life. :( It really sucked to be kicked around like a soccer ball. Learnt a great lesson, and is thinking of how to recover from it. Made the worst decision of my life, my life ain't in my hands now. FUCK!

FUCK WORK FUCK THE MANAGERS FUCK MYSELF FOR BEING HONEST WITH THE FUCKED UP MANAGERS!!!!!!!!!

It all happened where my current proj ended... I feel like a begger now, begging someone to take me into their project. FUCK.! That's not the real me!! How the fuck did i end up like that. Life's greatest lesson, never be honest to someone - whoever, whatever, wherever.

Let's just hope i can go into uni and take a break there.................. My life is now - in the hands of GOD, GOD help me...

Goin for my university entrance interview tomorrow. Hope i can make it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pray hard and may I leave my outcome in the wonderful and ever comforting hands of GOD. *Amen*

Bye Bye SIA. hello Philips...13/4/2006, First day @ work in Philips. Not bad... relaxed life now on..