Wow.. my last post was 15th Apr. I hope I saw it wrongly. But if that really happens, it only shows one thing.. time really flies. It's beginning of June already. I really wonder how to hell i made 6 months fly past beside me like that. Yes, it's exams period again, need to fuckin' start my mugging and hope I can pass. And look forward to my last 2 killer modules! SM and MM&P. Yes. Crazy like sex and maniacs but in fact it meants strategic management. The other topic, nothing to talk about.

Well. 6 months really fly past me like a lanching rocket. Havent been doing anything except working, studying and J-ing. Spent most of my time with her that things have become a habit. A bad habit i guess. After the day where she did something which betrayed me, things kinda changed. Well i dunno how to explain, but things have changed. I really hope I can go back to my normal life real soon. realllly soon. I really miss the life where I live for myself, buy things for myself, be alone. hang out with whoever i like to hang out with. the feeling of no committment. Well i know i can really love a girl. but i understand and know very much now that the current one i'm with is not the one anymore. People are selfish, yes. And it sucked to have a lover that is selfish. Well, but i'm quite stupid, whatever she does, i still kinda care for her.. as much as she like to disappoint me. I always try my best not to do do the same to her. Well i never disappoint people, right? Ha. Well... I guess life goes on...

I wanna go and relax, find an escape, somewhere far, someone not sg or m'sia. somewhere where i can see ppl, meet new ppl, see new things, learn new stuff. Work has really become rather stagnant, yes i'm searching for jobs. but i dunno wat kinda jobs would be good for me.

So many things to do, so many things to settle, so little time, so little cash. Time flies, I'm getting older. Fuck...

One more thing to add. It's true, when you are in love, u dun care about alot of things, keep eating with ur loved one. Finding good eating spots, restaurants, all u can eat buffets. Well now ur out of love, u'll feel like a fishball.. weak, fat, bellish.

That's all. And yes. This friday let's sing some songs...