happiest man and saddest man in 24 hrs

It has been a fucKin' long time since i last posted. Suddenly felt like sending a post to this almost date blog. Today i want to talk about gambling...

I lost a sweet $160 bux today.. oh my man....i can imagine what my emotional state will be when my credit card statement comes to my house at the end of the month. just imagine staring @ the freaKin' piece of bank statement that's gonna total up to $300 bux.... due to fucked up 'speculation'. -- the heaRt is so freakin' pain now.--

I wanna put this frEakin piece of sad news up to my blog. to remind me wat a fucked up gambler i am... can't eat, can't sleep, can't bath properly. wat's worst. can't work properly tomorrow... well. worst of all........ one of my mates will be celebrating his birthday tomorrow. oh my man.... -my dinner is there in front of me. waitin for me to @ least have a bite. it kinda look as gloomy as the melancholic fucked up me.

To look on the brighter side.. At the end of the month, payday will come, debts will be repaid. I'll be quite riCh by then. well i sold off all my auctioned items online.

But then again, how long will it last? i know my fuckin' self best. Gambling is in my blood.. wat can i do the fuckin' stop all this gambling nonsence. For all that have read thru this article, u may think i'm stupid.. feeling so sad becoz of a mere few hundred dollars. But i'm now looking @ me 10 years later. the vision of a rich me becoming a peniless fucker overnight is just too much of a reality.

I need help..

///pls advise -- give me some advice///

some updates.

allrite. after pouring out all my troubles. i guess it's time to talk about happier things.

1. I'm still a patient of retail therapy. Got myself an i-pod, a cool ripcurl watch, a new handphone, an i-pod skin. I've started to give 'therapy' to some 'patients' who bought some of my 'medicine'. lol.. so muCh metaphors used in a C5 standard sentence. Sold a quiksilver shirt, Nike Dunk Tokyo, Abercrombie and Fitch tee.

2. I'm looking for more ways to earn money. I'll start by becoming a lifeguard. do more camps. start learning how to be a real estate amateur. start learning how to become an insurance agent. sell more things online. try becoming a relationship manager. start investing in shares... man.. these are all my long and short term kinda goals....

3. Go to camp. enjoyed myself. Made new frens. Met old frens.

4. Ben broke his leg.

5. Sam tio thunder

6. llalallala

7. Chee Hong brought 2 japanese friends to singapore. have yet to see them.

8. Kali is still kali.

9. Ren start working in Swensens

10. George shaved his head

11. Quintan

12. R*K**S*O* and d****u** (this one only know)

13. Heard that fong become a super fatass. all the best to his diet.

14. She's still e one.

15. Dennis Rodman is still my favourite idol.

All those worth mentioning are mentioned. Those tat i did not mention...chill out.. got 2 many frens.. can't possibly mention all.

**Feel better rite noW....**Blogging relieves stress***

-Until nxt time-
rodment jude the worm